unspoken reflections of my heart
trivialties
if only i knew a bit of english
Sep 7th
For the first time I was travelling long distance, out of Tamil Nadu. It was a long journey by train to New Delhi, to attend a training programme. And I don’t know Hindi. I had been of the opinion that since English is an universal language, I can manage without Hindi. But I was wrong.
I found it very difficult to order food. The caterer did not know English. I managed to ask him if he knew Tamil. Fortunately, he understood my question and answered in the negative. All that I had to say was that I did not want dinner. I avoided English because he did not know the universal language. I tried my luck with Hindi but in vain. Finally my co-passenger helped me out and did the translation.
The next time he came for taking orders, I knew it was going to be a tough time, if i do not ask for help. Somehow I managed to convey the message. At the end, the caterer murmured something in Hindi and left. I knew he was abusing me. My neighbour translated it for me … “if only this boy knew a bit of English…”
The icing on the cake is this fact: Another co-passenger was a Japanese girl. I tried to build a conversation with her. When asked why she was in India, she said that she was here to learn Hindi and was attending classes at Benaras. Now here is something I should be ashamed of….
the greatest help
Aug 19th
The other day, I was sitting in the computer lab during a practicals session..The professor was teaching us a software, and we were exploring the software on our terminals. A doubt crept up my mind and I tried to think of a solution. But i had to give up after some time. I raised my hand for assistance.
The professor briskly walked from the other end of the lab to the place where I was sitting. He pulled up an unoccupied chair lying nearby and sat next to me. I had a feeling that he knew everything about the software. With great hopes that my doubts will be cleared, I started explaining him my problem. He listened intently. After I finished, I asked him what should be done.
He came closer to the computer, leaned forward, took possession of the mouse. The pointer went straight to the HELP menu on top. He clicked it and said that all doubts will have answers here. He further added that F1 might be an easier option. Saying this, he walked away, leaving me blank. Only then did I realize that F1 can be a better guide than the professor…



